Hi

In case you were wondering, I'm still here. I've just been in the middle of a little nervous breakdown so I haven't felt much like writing. 

I Googled "nervous breakdown" a few weeks ago because I wanted to see if that's what's happening to me. Sure enough, it is. Even though it isn't an officially recognized medical problem, a nervous breakdown is where basically you feel like you just can't take anymore. 

Of anything. 

Hello. 

That's me. 

You don't feel like doing anything or going anywhere, and the littlest, seemingly harmless things can just push you over the edge. I've been feeling like I'm at the end of my rope, and the rope is unravelling and I'm hanging onto the very last threads of it with my fingernails. That's what I've been going through these last few months. I've sort of been falling apart.

So I just wanted to let you, my vast blog-reading audience, know that that's where I've been, and hopefully I'll feel like writing more often soon. I just need some time to put myself back together. 

I'm getting there.

Thanks for reading.