I just had another birthday. I think I've mentioned how it's kind of like New Year's for me. More so than the actual holiday. It's like a new beginning. A time of reflection and renewal.
This year has been one of the most emotional years I think I've ever had. So many horribly awful things have happened, with a couple of amazingly wonderful things mixed in...
I never thought that death could ever come so close into my little world as it has. I never thought I could be so sad over losing a pet. I never thought that death would turn my whole world upside down by taking my Grandpa. I never thought depression could be *this* bad. I never thought I could be so afraid of what the future holds. I never thought that I'd get to interview Rob Rowe from Cause and Effect. I never thought that I'd ever get to see him play live again. I never thought that I'd ever get to meet him. I never thought I would have a nervous breakdown. I never thought that I'd make it to this birthday.
All in all, I'm glad to say good riddance to 38. Hello 39. You are going to be a year of living it up. I'm hoping it will be a year of living like I've never lived before. I really want to try. This might be my last chance. Because next year I will be old. :)
